Monday, May 31, 2010

♫♪ Goodbye My Lover, Goodbye my Friend ♪♫

So.... it's been 10 months

I have been dating the love of my life for ten months May 4th. If you count both relationships collectively Mason and I have been together for over a year. Unfortunately after dating all Freshman year we broke up May 9th. :(

It was a good parting though, if that's possible. We both decided that this was a good time for us. He's preparing for a mission, I'm moving on with my degree. It was just time.

Even though I feel like I've just lost the love of my life, I still have my best friend.

My first couple of weeks were really rough, I was home, alone, and bored. but I got through. He's been there for me every time I've needed him, I couldn't ask for a better best friend, and that's why I love him. :)

Mason, you are the only one who knows me better than I know myself, you're the only one who puts up with my crazy moods and still love me. You see the real me. I will always love you.

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Chorus (2x)
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Chorus (2x)
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Chorus (2x)
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
(goodbye my lover-james blunt)

So what's the 411?

soooo.... it's been a while since I've posted. Lots has been changing since March, good and bad.

First of all, I successfully finished my Freshman year of College and LOVED IT!!! NAU is an amazing school. I am so happy here hands down. I survived the crazy winter, the snow didn't kill me all million feet of it. (this year was actually one of the heaviest snow falls in decades, darn el nino) Definitely had some adventures, met lots of new people, got closer to some old ones. It really was a truly amazing year, and I can only top it ;)

exploring downtown with Veronica and Mason :)
I love this little alley

:O Louie is gonna chop us UP!

the snow covered up the side of the Union, so what would any adventure seeking teenager do???

Climb up to the roof of course!

lots of driving back and forth between Queen Creek and Flagstaff with Olivia <3

my unicycler <3

Spring break brought lots of babies to my house....



birdies! [all for sale too ;)]

My Freshman year ended well, lots of exploring, adventuring, walking, lots of walking, bus riding, kissing and laughing. I can't wait for what summer will bring. :)

Saturday, May 29, 2010